Seeking attractive, intelligent, and unavailable muse for inspiration in writing sensuous smut

Seeking attractive, intelligent, and unavailable muse for inspiration in writing sensuous smut

It seems that for the past two years I’ve made big promises when it’s come to my writing and I’ve failed miserably to even come close. The longer novel I had originally been working on has gone untouched for quite some time. The serial novella “140 or Less” was put on permanent hiatus. The continuation/expansion of the “Breakup Man” saga has completely stalled. It’s frustrating to say the least.

I think this is a symptom of a serious character flaw that has plagued me nearly all my life. I lack the ambition to stick to a task once it becomes tedious. I see the same issues cropping up when renovating my home, when tackling a project at work, etc. So irritating.

When I started this blog I was going great. I was highly motivated and pushed myself to pump out a new story every few weeks. Now…the tap seems to be completely dry. I have a difficult time finding the inspiration and motivation to even start. I believe this is 100% related to intrinsic vs extrinsic motivations. I’ve touched on this before during my babblings, but I’ll do it again for the sake of beating a dead horse even dead-er. That is; when I write I write craving the attention and acceptance of the people who read my stories. Without constant feedback I become bored or discouraged. So what am I to do? Should I post an ad in Craigslist or some other personals section? “Seeking attractive, intelligent, and unavailable muse for inspiration in writing sensuous smut” ?

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Hmmm…maybe that’s exactly what I should do. lol

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